Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Never Alone!

I thought nothing would have happen when I'm alone. Hehehe.. I guess I thought wrong. :) Being alone is fun and it can get a bit lonely but still... When I was alone no one would come to me to have a conversation, to ask question or join them in their activities. Do you want to know what will happen next? Hmmm... Let me change the sentence. "When I was alone someone would come to me to have a conversation, to ask question and join them in their activities." These people are great friends, and they are my classmates! Most of them are boys though, but what the heck! It's fine as long as they get along with me... Hehehe... I love them so much!!!! Thank you boys for being with me! :D Even though you guys always tease me but at least I know that someone is there for me! I think I like boys better than girls but some girls are better than the others girls that I knew. Thank you guys!!! I love you so much!!!!!!!! :)

Sadness Within

Sadness is flowing inside. 
Hearing the sad voice of a singer. 
Letting out her sorrow within a song. 
Others heard and felt her sadness. 
Rain water starts to pour down on her.
Crying out rain drops instead of tear drops.

Wild?

My sister told me that I have a wild imagine. Maybe she's right. :) I love my imagination. My imagination allows me to escape from the evil and selfish world, even though the world is not evil or selfish at all... Ahahaha! I always imagine many impossible stuffs that couldn't happen in a million or billion years from now. Oh well... 
Imagine about cool, weird, odd, strange, unreasonable, plain, horrifying, funny and childish stuffs is one of my specialties. And I will continue to imagine things out of the box forever and ever!!! You can't stop me! Muahahaha! :D

Friday, April 26, 2013

Splashing...

My first splashy drawing
Every time I look at this drawing of mine, I always feel like want to splash some water with my own feet. (^_^)

Megurine Luka

My second Megurine Luka drawing. :)
She is so beautiful!! I like her so much. I think she is my most favorite Vocaloid member. Her pink hair looks so beautiful and soft. Hehehe.. (n_n)v

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Trusting


Don't trust people so easily. Not until you really, really know who they are and know what is truly inside their hearts. Everyone has their own stories to tell. People also their differences on the inside and on the outside. Some people may look kind on the outside but owns an ugly heart on the inside while others have an evil look on the outside but owns a beautiful heart on the inside.
It may be wrong and untrue on what I've write on top but some people are like that because it's who they are. If you think they have something that is negative in them, then try to help them change to be a better person. 
If they have any differences, disability or flaws, try to accept them as who they are. 
Change, Accept, Help.

Non-Existence, Secrets, Frinedship

 Why do I always feel that I don't exist in this world? I mean, when my friends in class are having a conversation about the boys they like and when I ask who they are, they wouldn't want to tell or let me know their names. I won't tell anyone in this world except my big sister.  We're friends, right? If friends, at least tell me who they are. I actually don't care this liking and loving stuffs that girls always talk about, but I just want to know who they are, that's all!? 
If my friends are keeping secrets about their love, then I keep mine as well and only let my BFF and my big sister know. There! :P
Best friends should tell each other about their secrets. But then again maybe you all are just my friends. Maybe that's why you didn't write my name in your biography(Biodata). Yeah, I saw it while I was writing mine. Your BFF? No. Best friends? No. Just friends? No. That means I'm not your friend, huh?
Well, I actually don't mind it but I take it to heart and it hurts.
Friendship? I really treasure it forever! Friends are precious things. That's why I love my BFF as my BFF of course! I think that the things that I treasure most is friendship. Second is family. 
"Good friends are like stars.
You don't always see them,
but you know they're always there..."
It's an old saying and it's my favorite quote ever!

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Romeo X Juliet

Conflict, hatred, sadness.
Pain.
That which allows one to savor them all...
That is...Love. <3
The two of you have taught us the joy of love.

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Two Is Better Than One

on an endless path
walking silently
wearing a black mask
with an upside down smile upon her face
holding a bottle of happiness in her hand
shedding tear drops along the path
with no one caring for her

suddenly stops in the middle of the path
notices the path had disappear
looks around for help
but no one was there to help 
the masked girl falls to the ground 
like an unstable skyscraper
crying alone in the darkness

a bright light approaches from behind
reaching out for the girl's hand
with her teary eyes 
she looks up and accept his hand
the boy's white mask turns to black
now the two of them are the same
together they walk 
without any purpose or destination
as long as they have each other

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Last Song

Leaving me with one tiny last kiss
you quietly walked out of the room
I can't stop you 
Neither can I bear it in silence
Unsteadily 
I picked up my guitar in a corner of the room
"I Love You, love you but, ahh ahh
But it doesn't work, it doesn't work
Things have fallen apart"
Was something missing? 
That's not where it went wrong
But the small mismatches 
Have killed us
I can't hold on to our love
Neither do I know of a way to turn back time
Please listen to the voice of my heart as it quivers
"I Love You, love you but, ahh ahh
But it doesn't work 
Things are falling apart" 
I Love You, love you but, ahh ahh
But it doesn't work
Things have fallen apart" 

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Horoscope






I can only find this six horoscope. But I'll try to find the others. :)

Homestuck Trolls

They all look so cute and evil.. :3
Mine is a Trouble Maker. Hihihihi :D



Thursday, April 11, 2013

This Is Stupid!

Just do whatever you like! Warned me, hate me or ignored me, I don't care! Why would I care about someone who is childish, selfish, a fool with a bad attitude and narrow-minded. Since when have I ever stole anything from you. So, here's the thing, I've never steal anything or anyone from you. You have no right to give me a warning, you hear me!? No right!

I met her first doesn't mean that I can't meet her again. After all she is my bestfriend. What's your problem anyway! You don't even know who I really am. I actually needed someone like her as a friend and you thought I stole her from you? Oh, come on girl! 

At first, I thought we were good friends who can talk to each other, but I thought wrong. You weren't the friend that I expected at all. I was fine when I knew you hate me  but this!? This is too much!

I actually understand how you feel. I also felt that way with my friends in my class. I thought they stole everything from me but later I started to realize that I was the wrong one. They never stole anything from me. It was me who became far away from them. I was the one with a cold-heart. Then, I started to get along with them day by day and now here we are as friends. 

I learned it from a hard way and change myself from cold to warm. So if you could, change your attitude and be a better friend.





Friday, April 5, 2013

Japanese Psychology

Are you curious about your character, then here are the following characters.
In the Japanese Psychology, the 3rd letter of your name is your character.

A: Gifted                                                              N: Proud
B: Loved by all                                                  O: Sportive
C: Innocent                                                         P: Smiling
D: Talented                                                         Q: Cool
E: Good But Hurts                                            R: Unpredictable
F: Feel for others                                               S: Caring
G: Logical Thinking                                          T: Genuine
H: Calm                                                                U: Practical & Genius
I: Respected                                                       V: Angry
J: Enjoy life                                                         W: Take It Easy
K: Lovable                                                           X: Intelligent
L: Funny                                                              Y: Enjoyable
M: Great Person                                                 Z: Jovial

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Once in a Storm...

  ...And once the storm is over you won't remember how you made it through, how you managed to survived. You won't even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm you won't be the same person who walked in...
                              ~Haruki Murakami~